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Across the Universe w4m It's been months...what we had can only be described as "fun," or at least that's what it seems it came down to for you in the end...just "fun." You were the one who started ing me your girlfriend, you told me, "You mean the world to me," and also, "I've never felt this way about anyone." In the end however, your words were, "I don't want to sound like a dick but can't you just be my girlfriend part of the time?" How is it I thought I had found the perfect man for me in nearly every way, we sang in the car together, talked and laughed down by the lake until 4 a.m. then went to get an early breakfast at a coney, we took your damn laundry to the laundry mat and did it together and still managed to have fun while doing it. We took a huge road trip for some backwoods camping and weathered a huge storm in a tiny tent, saw the MOST amazing stars I've ever seen in my life all while never once fighting. What we had was the best thing I've had in a relationship before. So much in common, so much wasted. We smiled and laughed every minute we were together until you became paranoid and childish. I wasn't looking to get hitched or drag you down. I didn't want us to rush anything! And coming out of a HUGE relationship, that you knew about, you treated me horrifiy in the end. For someone who cared SO MUCH about me and "had never felt this way about anyone before," you sure tossed me aside like I was just another notch in you bed post. You just let me go and never contacted me other to tell me this was all my fault and, "you started this shit." via text. Last night my dreams betrayed me once again and we ran into each other. You came up to me quickly with the biggest most star-struck smile on your face and something which could have been tears in your eyes and you said, "I love you." I was so taken aback. I should have slapped you and walked away, you do deserve that. But secretly, I wanted nothing more than to reciprocate those words you never actually said to me and kiss you. Lucky me, my alarm went off before anything else happened. Sadly, my day is revolving around that dream and missing you again. One big back step. Currently, I am doing what I have to to get over you, trying to move on with my life and with another but nothing feels right. I refuse to try to contact you personally because you stopped answering me awhile ago, so why embarrass myself again. I hope you are as miserable as I am. and when you go on your smoke breaks at work, sitting by the lake, I hope you think about what you lost every day like I apparently can't even escape in my dreams. I highly doubt, however, that you think about anything but disc golf and Miller Lite. And through all of this garbage, I still can't get over you. I guess that makes me stupid and or insane. Either way, I hope this passes sooner rather than later.
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